actually this is a random text of mine. I just want to tell you what is in my mind.
should I start first ?
if you were me would you start first ?
in a condition that you both are victim of what you both decided to do.
which one do you prefer? wait for the right time, or start the change ?
may be some of you asking what kind of victim ? I'll tell you,
we are victim of our personal mistake. some people might say "Best Mistake"
Yes. and I am still struggling with this one.
although it's been 2 years we're both seperated and did not make a chance to meet each other. it still hard to know that I have a dark past.
2 years without a very close chat, still make me feel worry. worry about everything.
I thought that it's enough if only me who keep this secret. but, honestly I can not keep the secret alone.
I have to deal with him first, trying to forget everything we used to be. then it will be easier for me to starta new page of my life with someone new.
....................
should I start first ?
if you were me would you start first ?
in a condition that you both are victim of what you both decided to do.
which one do you prefer? wait for the right time, or start the change ?
may be some of you asking what kind of victim ? I'll tell you,
we are victim of our personal mistake. some people might say "Best Mistake"
Yes. and I am still struggling with this one.
although it's been 2 years we're both seperated and did not make a chance to meet each other. it still hard to know that I have a dark past.
2 years without a very close chat, still make me feel worry. worry about everything.
I thought that it's enough if only me who keep this secret. but, honestly I can not keep the secret alone.
I have to deal with him first, trying to forget everything we used to be. then it will be easier for me to starta new page of my life with someone new.
....................
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