It's been a year not posting anything here. So I'll come with the new story of my life journey as a child, person, Rachel, student, and teacher. The last year in my life had taught me so much life value. I become so scared of losing something since my mom always said that she was sick. I'm scared because something might happen anytime. also at the same time, I feel insecure with my own self. I become a chief mentor for 7 mentors and 14 mentees. Must taking care of them while I do not take really good care for my own mental health. I really feel lonely even before my mom was passed away. feel like I want to have someone to talk to every time I need him. To share ideas, share burdens, share stories, being loved and to love. I also hope that my mom will get healthier than before. Time run so fast. 8 April 2019 was my last birthday with my mom. What a privilege of 21 years being her child. I never thought that I will spend my one month holiday in the hospital taking care o...
Blessed to be Blessing !!